Hey! Here I am again
Reminiscing the days when I felt the pain
you sent me through the birds
for their chirping told how the story ends
but I was too deaf to them,
too dull to translate what they meant then
until that awful moment when it dawned
on my pitiable soul that what we share was drowned
in a pool we created, fed and let grow;
A pool of our tears flooding the sweet moment of the show.
Those days were sane days when it all seemed perfect,
The picture of what we saw was a blur torment
but we were lost in the torrent
that we got overpowered by the current
which flowed through the moment, the time
and put kisses tasted like a dish with curry without thyme.
Sane days, when we had it all
Before we let everything fall
like the walls of Jericho, like the tides of the beach.
Everything went loose like a blouse without a stich.
Our flaws became visible , very transparent
that out union became a known torment
where a greater situation took over
where thoughts were allowed to hover
our blank heads that we forgot to see the pit
which laid ahead our paths; so it made us sit
on a seat of comfort and made us think we were above pain
Now, how was the movie? What more did we gain?
Sane days. I call them sane for you were yourself,
I was myself and we were ourselves
until the rats crept into our shelves.
They ate up the memories we stocked up
and caused our voices at each other raise up.
Now I hear your voice through your smile
speaking to my heart what I know as a lie
I hear the words say:
“I am sorry; I have a price to pay
for my flaws haunt me, taunt me
the guilt I feel does not want to flee
it has taken a great part of me.
Sorry I caused the pain, sorry I drew the tears
sorry I made the sane days become a harvest of fears”.
That’s what I hear, but not what I feel
cause your acts broke the trust, the love and the seal
which has caused my heart to be hardened
turned my once joyous heart saddened.
So when next your think of pain, think of mine
reminisce on how I made your cross mine
Remember the sane days when we seemed perfect.