I have loved and i have lost
so many times that i just can't lose again
love doesnt always win, i know
and maybe it doesnt win because its not always love but an illusion.
i need breaking in, to be loved so effortlessly, genuinely and devotedly
that the wallls i have built would come crumbling down to my knees.
i wish i could teach you how to love,
or better still i wish you knew how to love me.
maybe a little like i love you? or maybe more ?
but how can i teach you to see me not with your bare eyes but from your heart?
that you may hear me even when i dont say a word.
That your world would completely revolve and stop for a minute when you are with me like it does when am with you.
that you may unfold the pieces of my being that accompany things i say to you like baby am sorry, because i share in your pain too boo.
hush hush now
here we are,too close yet so far because this things can only be dwelt with in the place of love so i would understand if you don't understand.