I called you five times but you didn't pick up, were you busy? Or were you idle?
It seems like you have found a new way to scold me— silence.
I know my sins are too numerous to forgive,
And my apologies have become a daily anthem you hear.
I know you may find it hard to believe,
But your silence is what I can't bear.
Will you pack your things and leave?
And accomplish all the things I fear?
Last night you cried more times than I have ever imagined,
No wonder I had a long night;
12 times it rained yesterday,
All because of our little fight;
Babe I feel our dark nature needs more light,
But I know that pissing you off lately, I have no right.
Why have you been so cold to me today?
Sending me harsh winds each time I turn left or right.
Where's the warmth of your heart?
What's the dry path I can thread on?
For I am bare bodied and need rest;
So much cold that I shiver even down my chest.
I can't comfort myself because you have soaked all my belongings with heavy drops of your your tears—
Making my whole life is salty.
I regret asking you about making rainbows during the sunny day:
I believe my last night was spent in hell with the devil,
I regret making you think of me that way,
I really am not God to meddle with the weather—
But I guess I'm the reason today is so cloudy, wet and cold;
And yes last night was as hot as hades.
For you spent your night steaming in hot thoughts,
And today you've made up your mind to be cold.
I just hope I don't see your different shades,
Because everything looks so grey.
I really don't know what to say,
I ask that you remain my Wednesday.
Please let our nights be sweet red like a rose,
But do not let this transpire to Thorns-day.
~Blqckmqn James ♠️.